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    Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
    11:10 am
    sick of being sick
    so im home right now. my mother didnt even try to wake me up. she knew i had that paper to write in tina's class. she must of figured i was TOO SICK TO WAKE UP. it makes me kind of mad. I had to leave school yesterday. i came home a dry heaved for a wile then passed out. i will be ecstatic when i get healthy. oh well. at least the only home work i have is to get caught up in my reading for tina.
    Sunday, February 6th, 2005
    11:02 pm
    who's that boxer? what, mr. abernauthy
    i think i want to become a boxer. i believe ill take lessons. that would be awesome. id be fighting in a small ring, people cheering, getting announced as the challenger for the word title. that would just be surreal. the bell would ring ,and id be against the ear bitting, mike tyson. eight seconds in the first round and i hook him with a right. he's down! 1,2,3... ding! ding! ding! we have a new champion.
    your probably thinking im being stupid, but the reality is that i would actually like to be a boxer. mainly because i have had to fight my whole life so far, im pretty much a pro. i think i could be the champ. i am the champ.
    Sunday, January 30th, 2005
    4:55 pm
    ummm...
    i love my friends. thats it today.
    Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
    8:00 pm
    dont feel sorry for me, im just writing whats in my head
    umm... i dont think that some people understand anything. See its like this. i dont do my homework all the time, but i know all the information in my classes. i dont always express the my thoughts in the most intulexual ways( hints the spelling of that word). But i do have book smarts, so no one can call me dumb!!! I feel that sence i am faced with the difficulty of maintaing grades, social statuses, work, and helping my family get along without having to struggle, i should be given some respect. i work my ass off. I try so damn hard. i just dont understand where people get off thinking that they can tell me im not working to my potential. I get up a 6 o'clock in the morning, go to school, take 8 classes, just so i can have a chance of making it into some shitty college that is suppose to help me steer myself into a good path, i go to speach and drama, and help others perfect their pieces so that they intern will try to do the same for others, i hardly ever get time to work on my own pieces, and to tell you the truth i dont mind. I go from speach and drama directly to work, i sometimes dont get off until 11:45. Then i am suppose to do my homework. i usually dont go to sleep until 2 or 3 o'clock in the morning, just because i have to pass. i do this every day. I work my ass off. I dont mind losing in speach and drama once and a while or even at a grade or two, but i dont want to lose in my future... i really dont think im going to get into any college. im terrified that i willn't get an acceptance letter. i now have to understand that there is a possability that i wont get into a college. i personally dont think i could or would want to live if i cant get out of charleston. (take that how ever you want to, its the truth) Sorry i sound like a winny bitch.
    the other day miss rappe and i talked. she was gave me a ride home. and on the way she turned to me and said "Mason you need to do better in school otherwise, i'll be taking your kids home to this very same trailor park." she's right, but its a shame, according to others, that i dont care about my life enough to care.
    Becky, i love you. i wish you didnt have to go through this. you've always been there for me, and i hope you know that im here for you. when ever you need me
    well that was a journey through my brain as david giffen would say. i really am glad he got the regional entry. he deserves it. he worked extreemly hard and does very well. im really glad for ben, but i dont think he knew that this is emily riccio's last year. still, she's going in radio. which is good. Im proud of her.
    well, i love everyone, except for those strainous few. You know who you are. peace

    to all who read this, im really not crazy.
    Monday, January 17th, 2005
    11:19 pm
    hi, i feel so happy. well, as happy as its been in a while. i wish i could just tell people some things that they dont understand. like a freshman boy who is gay. I wish i could tell him how happy i am to have friends who are confortunable with me. i wish he would just know. i also would like to tell some friends how bad they make me feel, just from little comments about my weight or my negativity. I think im pretty happy at times. i also wish i could eleminate some of the difficulty at home though. but i have great friends, obsides some stainous comments, who make me smile and make me forget all of these minor feelings of bad, that i have.
    mason
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